Friendnimies

Sunday, i had to work too. No off day for me for the whole week..
Dont ask me why. But i had fun today. Work was fun..i made ginger bread man!
(: Chef d was funny. After work,
I got a suprise from TASHA, YUSRI, DONNA & TERRANCE with bby too.
Hehe. Ended work at 2am, went to hans to have supper. Laughed till my tummy hurt.
I missed them Alot. Thankyou so much for coming al the way there even when you guys are so tired.(: I just reached home not long ago. I shall go bath now.
My sunday wasnt a bad day after all.

oh ya! I saw Lydia at queensway today and i got a very big HUG. Hehehe.
I missed her too.
I miss school..

k, i'll go shower now.
Bye!

Take everything away

I've changed. I'm not the same anymore.
I'm no longer the bubbly Cecilia. You can hardly hear me laugh now.
Its been a long time since i've laughed real loud like how i use too.
Maybe, its because of attachment. Needing to be serious everyday.
And needing to be strong and to not cry when a chef scolds you.
I was like that but i'm numb now. Because i'm much stronger and can take criticism much better. Standing out for myself at the right time and making clear, explaining confidently.
Taking responsibility. And not balme anyone else for your own mistake. I'm gaining so much now. Learning so much..But i'm losing the bubbly side of me.
But i guess it'll just be for the time being. When school starts next year, i hope i'll be back to normal. We'll see..

I miss school..
I miss us 3 together..

But things have changed now..
No one's making an effort to do anything about our friendship.
I've done nothing too. Who else could i blame?

I wont continue..
I'm gonna shower and sleep now.
Bye.

Lovely Song

YouTube - Backstreet Boys - Helpless When She Smiles [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

Passion, Goal.

(:

Was thinking about what Robert said..

He asked me to go over board.. if i want to continue with this.

Go somewhere i like and look for a job there. Learn from him.

Travel round the world learn new things and get loads of experience.

And loads more. Robert, is my new floor manager.

He's from spain. Cute, BUT he's gay.

He loves woman, but. Loves guys more because he gets

more excited when having sex with guys.

Wicked. But its true. Thats what he said. Haha.

No suprise, my knee still freaking hurt.
Its getting worst. I cant even stand straight for long now.
Every single time i bend down, i'll hurt.
And i feel that its more swollen now..
I've been having cough this 2days.
Think i got it from Chef D..

Tomorrow's sunday!!
:D

k, done, bye!

Bamm, you're gone.

Come on, tell me he's hot too. I'll show you a big wide GRIN:D

Work: I'm training a intern now. It's weird because i'm an intern too.
But i have to teach her everything. Even the very basics.
She's from culinary and she doesnt know a single thing about pastry...
Means, i have to teach her things like lining tarts, plating, setting up and many more.
I kinda know how Chefs at my place feels now when you're so busy that you cant even waste a mintue, someone keeps on asking you where is this, how you do this again, is this suppose to be here...blah blah blah. You'll somehow get irritated because you have to do servicing, your mise en place and answer all sorts of question at the same time. But still i answer her nicely.. because i know she feels. She was exactly like me when i came in 3months ago. Duh. But if the other chefs, i doubt they will. Because they wasnt to me. They got pissed with me. Haha. And, the weirdest thing is, she's older then me. 22years old. She is somehow my partner now. If she continues here for a long period of time, she'll be managing the whole kitchen with me. Weeee heee. Lets hope she stays for long. We have alot of common. She's a really nice girl.(:

after this month, 2more month to go...
this month, we're having spanish platters...
Which means, more badge of churos. Ahhhhh.

Holloweens coming...
The holloween desserts are out. Damn cool.
We're all suppose to dress up.
I cant wait larh...

hmmm, last year's holloween...
do anyone remember what did you do?
....i do......very clearly....
okay, i shall stop thinking.

(:
Alright..I better go sleep now.
Work work work tomorrow.
ehhemm, the guy on the photo above hot righhhhtttt.
Alah, NAAAAAJIBBBBBB DON'T JEALOUS LARH.
Aku cinta padamu. Hehe.

NIGHTS!
ps: someone, anyone, can exchange your knees with mine, PLEASEEEEE?

Chlidhood

I'm still in love with Backstreet boys, god their songs are lovely.(: