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CeciliaChew here to talk about WED, THURS &Today!
whaha. okay, im crazy.(Stop being so high, Cecilia.)
:D

WEDNESDAY,
Had PE in the morning..
was suppose to go late &meet Ahwei.
But didnt.
Cuz, dun bare to let BF go school alone.
whaha, sorry TayJianhui.
hmmmm.. PE was fun.. Played Badminton.
Stupid Jack. Made me run here &there.
super tiring. but, was fun though.(:
Me &Tasha slept during Miss Tan's lifeskills lesson.
&nice BFs drew this for us.

Ah Ce(me) &Ah Sha(Tasha).
haha!
very sweeeeeeeet right?
wth. haha! BF~
(: hehe, another thing i saw made me so high when i woke up.
this!

hehe! so cuteeeeeee! TIGGER!
HAHA! Livia bought it from minitoons.
i'm defintely gonna get it!
Next time, my house must be filled with T-I-G-G-E-R-S!
whahahahaha!
Class ended at 3plus.
Culinary class ended ard the same time.
so, we went out of school together.
He was walking infront of me.
i had this really wierd feeling.
its really very sad to not being able to talk to him &just looking at him from the back.
i already tried not to think of anything.
but, when i saw his phone &the way that he talked to the person on the phone,
looks like how he would talk to when we were together.
that sweet smile. sigh.
i just kept wondering who was on the line.
slowly, other things came in too.
like the things that we do when we're together.
i just cant stop thinking that, all i can do now is just look from far.
the way he ignored me really really start to hurt again at that moment.
that is why, i cried.
i'm sorry for crying in the middle of the passage way.
thanks BF,Tasha,Clarence&Bari for making me laugh.
Espeacially Clarence, THANKYOU.
i didnt expect i would be like that, that day.
i thought i was strong enough already.
i guess i'm not. sigh.
JIAYOU CECILIA.
But, thank god i met up with TayJianhui at JE after school.
Cuz we ended ard the same time.
Then, went home together.
Its been so long, since i've talked met up &talk face to face with him.
hehehe. i LAUGHED all the way from Jurong East to Taman Jurong.
OMG, haha! he nv ever failed to make me laugh.
&for the first time in 5years that we've known each other,
i talked back at him, untill he was SPEECHLESS.
hahahahahaha! he nv ever gone speechless when he is arguing with me.
i've got skill now.. dun you ever dare disturbing me again ar, TayJianhui.
hahaha! He got off the same stop as me &sent me home.
so sweet huh. *vomit* haha!
Tall but no brain dumbo. whaha!
Msged with him untill i fell asleep at 10plus.
:D

stop staring at me larh, bitch.

THURSDAY,
Had practical..
Made Brochie.
hehehehe, so nice..
Mr Rosli said Mine &BF bread was well-baked.
weeeeee~
Went home with Clarence, Zul &BF after that.
Reached home, used com for while then went to JE to meet up with my mum.
because i need to buy some baking stuffs at phoon huat.
heeeee. now i know, why i'm so lame.
passed down from my MUM.
OMG, i didnt know she was so lame untill ytd.
haha! she said, she is a ice cream, cannot walk in the rain cuz will melt..
WTH larh! hahahaha! haiya~
reached home ard 8plus then watched tv
&at the same time waited for Ahwei to msg me after his match untill 11.
slept at 11plus.
i dreamt of him last night.
i dreamt that he was talking to me.
Like normal friends.
he was telling me about the girl he likes.
&i was helping him, giving him tips on how to win her heart.
but he told me, he dont really loved that girl..
&he asked me one qns, he asked"will you believe if i said i still love you more than anyone else?"
he sounded so serious. i said i dont know. &he smiled. so sweetly. &walked away.
i woke up after that. &i thought. when will that day ever come?
...

TODAY,
Met up with BF.
Saw Clarence there too.
Tasha was late, so she asked us to go to school first.
We left &Clarence waited for her.
Today was quite boring.
But Miss Tan's lesson was fun.
(: Went to Phoon Huat with BF &Tasha after school to buy my bread flour.
Left JE at 2plus.
We're going sentosa tomorrow!
whahahaha! i cant wait!
that TayJianhui is SLEEPING.
like a pig as usual.
waiting for him to wake up..
&pass me my KINDER BEUNO!
hehehehehe. &&&&&cousin is coming back tomorrow!
YEAH! tommorrow will be a happy day!(:
loves to all.
ciao.

bitch,if you dare.

come &talk to me yourself.

dont ask you GUYS to stare at me,

to make you look like you have ppl behind you.

coward.