Trust the voice within

Today,while going to school.
i thought i saw him standing at the place

where he would wait for me last time.
but when i look again, he wasnt there anymore.
i'm getting over him. Like what Tasha said.
because now, i wouldnt want to see him at all.
i wouldnt miss him as much.
but sometimes, i will wish that he was still here.
Every morning i go to school, i will imagine..
him waiting for me outside my doorstep or at the busstop.
i will imagine, what if one day he really

appears infront of my doorstep again.
what will i do?
there are memories almost everywhere.
&i'm slowly forgetting them.
but the ones around my house area are really hard to forget.
i miss smiling to myself

whenever i see him walking to me from far.
its dumb. but i really do miss it.
i walked the path that we

will always walked to school, alone today.
i suddenly missed him so much.
i miss him calling me baby.
i miss him calling me every night.
i miss him writing sweet msges for me.
i miss him singing to me.
i miss going to chua chu kang to meet him in the morning.
i miss him coming to all the way from

bukit panjang just to send me to school.
i miss waking up really early in the

morning just to send him to school.
i miss tickling his neck &make him have goosebumps.
i miss every lil thing about him.
most importantly, i miss his sweet smile.
baby, you heard me?
i miss your sweet smile.
when will i ever see you smiling back at me?
when will i ever see you looking at me?
when will we ever be friends? sigh.
Cecilia, when will you ever stop talking about him?
you have to just stop thinking of him.
really, i know.
but i just cant.
time, pass faster please.
i need to/have to get over him competely.