Trust the voice within

Tuesday:
Didn't went to school because i had stomach ache.
keep running in &out of the toilet.
haha, sorry bf for not going to school &you have to go alone..
felt better in the afternoon then Sera came to find me!
heeee. its been so long i've met her!
we went to Taman mac to chat &gossip.
Reminded me of our secondary school days.. sigh.
i miss those days with them &Z.A.K.
anyway, went to sera's house after that &met up with dar on the way.
Lim SuHwee! your uniform super big larh!
haha! gossiped at sera's house again(:
&surprisingly, i didnt think of him at all.
i did talk about him very oftenly but it didnt hurt as much as weeks ago.
guess maybe i got use to it.
The whole day they made me laughed so much.
Its been quite ahwile since i've laughed till my stomach hurt.
Haha,they really know what to do when it comes to cheering me up.
:D i love them &thank them.
now, i feel so much better.
i'm not emo anymore..
i'm back! F.I.N.A.L.L.Y~

Left Sera's house around 7.30..
Then accompanied Dar take 99 to her house..
&i took 98 home after that.
(:

Wednesday:
Went to school:D
Met up with BF &Tasha in the morning as usual.
Went for PE. heeee.. Ran 2km(:
After PE was Miss Chin's lesson then demo.
Ended class at ard 4plus then accompanied BF with Tasha to stay in school &study.
stupid spider. Make BF &Tasha scream like hell.
haha! i was the heroine of the day.. right girls?
i felt bad killing the spider though.
heeee.. anyway, we waitied for CA people to end class while studying &slacking.
i didnt get to see him.
wonder where he went?
i felt werid not seeing him.
just one glance &i'll be happy.
):
Walked to Interchange &BF,Bari,Tasha&Clarence accompanied me to wait for bus..
Thanks guys..
after my bus came, they trained home.

Clarence told me that he said he will msg me.
i couldnt make myself to believe what L said at all.
maybe he is just saying that for fun.
i do not have any high hopes.
but still, i wish he would.
dumb me.

Today:
Went to school..
Had Practical..
i got to make my CIABATTA(italian bread)~
weeeeee~
made rye bread too.
but i hate it.
taste like.....EEEEEEEEEEEE..*vomit*
haha!
went to KFC to eat with BF her boyfriend &two of my classmates.(:
went home after that.
was suppose to meet Sera today.
but in the end i had something on..
SORRY SERA!
hmmm, i didnt see him today again.
nowadays i always see his classmates, i see clarence, i see bari..
but why.. dun i get to see him?
weird.
i miss BF.
i miss Tasha.
See you girls tomorrow!
heeee. loves.

bye.


He's my HOTTIE(:
ERIC DILL.

*it use to be 6 of us.

Now, its only left with 5.

those days..

sigh.