Trust the voice within

Friday night,

stayed over at my Uncle's house. My cousin &i slept in the living room again. Exactly the same as where we slept when she came down to visit &i went over to stay just to talk to her, two years ago. We prepared sweets &facial masks for the night.(: before we started chatting, she was talking to her Boyfriend through Skype. It was really fun looking at her talk to her BF. Its like watching a movie. haha! I couldnt understand what she was saying because she was speaking in Dutch. That's what makes it fun watching. To me. :D She hung up at ard 12plus. Then, we started to put our facial masks &stuffs. It was real fun. Had a really great time chatting with her after that. Wanted to chat longer.. But, at ard 5 i couldnt take it anymore.. So, i told her i want to sleep. Sorry Tasha.): The next morning, i woke up at ard 9am. Was woken up by both of my baby cousin.. One running around in her pampers.. & the another sitting in a walker &running around too. pffft. Went out with Tasha at ard 12plus. We walked ard Far east.. Suddenly, my aunt called. Asking Tasha whether she wants to go to Singfest anot. I was asked if i wanted to go to. But, i said no. Because i wanted to go back to Taman for the National Day Celebration. DUMB ME. i thought i would enjoy myself. okay, i did, a little.. Because i get to see my secondary school friends. But i didnt completely enjoy it because it was soooo boring. &i heard some stuffs that i didnt want to hear. Shit. i went to see you &you are with her.): But still, To Sera: i enjoyed the time with you. &i'm really sorry for leaving early that day. oh yeah, before going to the celebration, i met up wth Sera at JE. Went to Popular &bought one story book named "the book of Luke.". ha, i didnt buy it because of his name on it. Though i read it because i saw his name.. But, it was a really very interesting book. So i bought it.(: yeah so.. after i bought the book, we went to pizza hut to eat. &left for the celebration right after that. Went home at 1opm because i had work the next day.

Yesterday:

Worked.
It was really quiet at Wisma. heeeee,i was really suprised when TJH said that he misses me &hopes to see me soon. haha! hmmm, he was angry with me ytd. Just because i didnt want to meet him after work. But now he is not angry already:D Gosh, i haven reply to his msg yet. Shall end here. Ciao.

L,

i Miss you badly.

But, will you even care?

When will we ever be friends.....