I've got to stop this. I've got to stop all this thinking/nonsense. I'm just making myself suffer. &i'm making my life miserable as well. Luke wong, Stop being such a loser. What will you gain telling ppl that i didnt play a part as a girlfriend? &also what the fuck will you gain telling people that i treated you badly? Friend's sympathy? Krystal's sympathy? ha. i guess you got them ya. If she hates me & believe whatever shit that you said to her about me then she's just dumb. Like me. I admit i'm dumb too to ever believe all the shit that you've said &fell in love with you. &i seriously regretted it. Hate me now for saying all this. Tell the whole world. I Dont Give A Damn. You're the one who made me so pissed. If you didnt tell people different stories Nothing would happen. I'll still be thinking that you're so into soccer that's why we cant be together. I wont be like this. I would still wish that one day we would talk again. But now, even if you will ever want to talk to me. Dont even Bother thinking of it. Because, i wont ever want to speak to You. Laugh Laugh, for making me so insane about you. But it wont last long. I will forget about you. I will Forget every single thing about you. Even the sweetest memories. Because it was all FAKE. Only you know if you really did loved me before. Only you know if the words that you said to me are real. But i only know, its all Fake. If you were really faking. Then you're seriously a Great Actor. Bravo! ... You did it again. You Made another ex of yours Haaaaaateeeee you! Congrats. Oh, or maybe to you i'm not even your "ex". Because i didnt play a part as a girlfriend. &maybe its just because that i Didnt Kiss you? Come on larh. What exactly do you want? To you. What exactly is a girlfriend suppose to do? huh? Who is the one who is always having Trainings, Church &all kinds of stuffs? stop creating stories alright? Its just making people think that you didnt change at all. Dogs just cant change the habit of eating its own shit.(Old Chinese saying) I guess you didnt change at all. Enjoy your life with KRYSTAL now. Last long? Since you two knew each other for SO Long. &she's been waiting for you for So Long. Then, Treasure her. Have Fun Playing..
-After this, i will not say anything about him anymore. I want my bubbly self back. I hate myself being like this. I'll treasure my time with my friends now. They are really important to me. &i want to stay happy always like before. Before i knew him. Tomorrow is Junko's Birthday. &track team will be going out to celebrate. I cant wait. i have so many things to tell Zq. Shall end here. Will update soon i hope.
Loves to all.
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