Trust the voice within

3Months later..who knows..

I'm stuck at home.

Stuck with nobody but the person on the phone.

Oh my, your nephew is super cute larhhh.

(:

I'm suppose to go out with Zq, Andy &Junko today.

But, i cant.

Beacuse i have things to do at home.

I miss them..but i have no choice.):

Sorry guys..

I know we'll be weird.

&i know there will be ppl laughing their ass off

&always talking or telling ppl about us.

Like Him telling him about us&laughing together

&again him telling ppl around about us &laughing again..

What's your problem? Gosh.

Whatever, childish.(:

I went to cut my hair again.

&i'm gonna dye it again tmr.

Hehehe, i'm going running later.

I'm trying my best to help for the Asian Sweets project.

I hope i could find some stuffs.

Sigh.

Looking at the videos of premature babies..

I felt something that i couldnt explain.

I was a premature baby too.

&all i can say now is that i thank god i lived.

Only my mum knows how much i suffered

&how long i struggled to live at that period of time..

I wasnt the one who suffered.

My mum did too.

Till now, whenever she tells me about the things i have to go through

&she not being able to do anything,

she'll tear.

&i really thank her for taking such good care of me for the past 17years.

Now.. everything is different.

We're not close anymore..

If only one day,

One day,

she could listen/sit down &talk to me..

If only...

Sigh.

Ciao.