Trust the voice within

I could get use to this.

Surprise! Im not asleep yet. I'm really tired. But, i cant sleep. So i played with the codes and edited my blog. Ha. I like it.(: A passerby tagged and asked if i am a les.. I deleted it away already. But still, i shall reply to that person. To the passerby: I'm not a les. Although i wished i was. HAHA. BUT. I'm Not. I'm attracted to Guys. Whahahaha. Anyways, i realise recently i've not been saying out how i feel. Like pouring out all my problems to my close friends.. Why? i dont know. Its been 3weeks.. I've not been happy. Though its seems that i'm enjoying. But honestly, im not. I'm just trying my best to keep myself busy &not think of anything. But still, I CANT. Because this time, i think i did fell in slowly. &i kept my feelings inside.. Waiting for the right time to say.. But. Before i could even say out how i really feel. Pooof, gone. Just like that. Not even A WORD. I just dont understand why guys ALWAYS do the same thing. I'm keeping everything inside me. Everything. How long can i take this? Pffffff. Tomorrow is the chalet.. This will be my last post untill Thursday.. Takecare ppl. Ciao.