To fight with might,

to win with pride.(:

Natasha WEErasekera, I MISS YOU!

BOO!

Im here to blog again.

My sis is out.

Again.(:

Whahahaha.

Im so f-ing bored now.

Can someone entertain me?

Argh.

This week is passing so s-l-o-w-l-y.

Faster Faster, i want this 2weeks to pass faster pleaseeee...

Cuz im starting to think too much again..):

Luckily, i have your baby photo album with me.

If not, i will seriously go crazy. HA.

-

Xcountry farewell is on Saturday!

I know i've said it before.

But, im just tooo excited, thats why im saying it again again &again.

Hehehehe.

Anyway,

Tomorrow's my Practical test for Desserts &Petit Four.

I have no idea how im gonna do my plating..

I just do not know how to sketch out my ideas.

Damn. I pray hard that i will do well.

Im hungry.

Shall go find something to eat.

Ciao.

running through the monsoon

beyond the world

to the end of time

where the rain won't hurt

fighting the storm

into the blue

and when i lose myself

i'll think of you

x

edited.

3.18pm

They're so cute.

(:

Ik mis Jou.

True friends aren't suppose to be like that.
So, i guess we're not true friends afterall.

Hello,
I'm editing the Asian Sweets report now.
Went to Tasha's house and did it half way ytd.(:

My blog's getting more and more boring huh.
Ha, i know i know. I dont have a choice.
I cant use the com.):
Untill now.. when my sis is out.
:D

Holidays are coming.
CHIRSTMAS is coming.
I CANT WAIT for school to end.
I'll work my ass off when school ends,
&get my mind off everything.

2weeks..
Its sooo long.
Its only been 2days &i freaking miss you like hell already.

Anyway,
JSS cross country's farewell party is on this coming Saturday.
I'm definately going.
I hope most of the people from my batch are going too..
Espeacially, My girls.
I miss them like crazyy.
SITI Q, JASMINE TONG, NURUL HUDA, ELAINE TAN, MAISHARAH!
You girls better be there k?<3

I dont know when i'll ever blog again.

Haha, not so soon i guess.

Most prob, i'll update next week.(:

Loves to all.

Takecare.

Ciao.

YOU,Prince Charming(:

Heyho!

Im at my Sister's house now.

My nephew is bullying me.

My cramps are killing me.

I didnt go to school again..

Random.

Lim Suhwee,

I miss spending time with you.

Seriously..):

-

Its nice spending time with my mum today.

Because its been a long time since we've really talked.

&after soooo long, i finally feel her caring for me.

She cared for me all along but i didnt realise it.

&i'm so greatful to have a mother by my side.

<3

Tomorrow is Asian Sweets Theory Test.

I studied only half way just now because i had to takecare of my nephew.

Now, im sitting infront of the com. &still not yet continue studying.

Ohhhhh. I'm so dead.

Haha.

Tomorrow Tomorrow!

I'm gonna be sooo happy.

I hope NOTHING goes wrong.

-

Lee BoonPeng(!),

You still owe me Soya Bean!

ARGH. lol.

Oh ohhhhhhhh.

SITIQ,

i Miss you so much!

Seeyou on Saturday!<3

-

Augustine's class BBQ is on Thursday..

I wanna go i wanna go!

But, i dont know whether to go anot.

Cuz, i still have school the next day..
(:

My mum is cooking.

I cant wait to eat. YUMMM.

I better go study now.

I'll update when i have time.(:

Takecare people.

Ciao.

ilutoo.

3Months later..who knows..

I'm stuck at home.

Stuck with nobody but the person on the phone.

Oh my, your nephew is super cute larhhh.

(:

I'm suppose to go out with Zq, Andy &Junko today.

But, i cant.

Beacuse i have things to do at home.

I miss them..but i have no choice.):

Sorry guys..

I know we'll be weird.

&i know there will be ppl laughing their ass off

&always talking or telling ppl about us.

Like Him telling him about us&laughing together

&again him telling ppl around about us &laughing again..

What's your problem? Gosh.

Whatever, childish.(:

I went to cut my hair again.

&i'm gonna dye it again tmr.

Hehehe, i'm going running later.

I'm trying my best to help for the Asian Sweets project.

I hope i could find some stuffs.

Sigh.

Looking at the videos of premature babies..

I felt something that i couldnt explain.

I was a premature baby too.

&all i can say now is that i thank god i lived.

Only my mum knows how much i suffered

&how long i struggled to live at that period of time..

I wasnt the one who suffered.

My mum did too.

Till now, whenever she tells me about the things i have to go through

&she not being able to do anything,

she'll tear.

&i really thank her for taking such good care of me for the past 17years.

Now.. everything is different.

We're not close anymore..

If only one day,

One day,

she could listen/sit down &talk to me..

If only...

Sigh.

Ciao.

Sweet Talkers.

My blog is dying.

Updates Updates(!)

7th November, Friday:
Had practical.
Then, went to have dinner at dover with Tasha &her friends.(:
Played swing &home-ed after that.
Talked on the phone,
but not for long because he had to wake up early the next day.
Slept at 12plus? haha.

8th November, Saturday:
Woke up at 7.00am,went to City hall to meet Augustine.
Met up with the others at Tampanise,
bused down to Temasek Poly to support Shah's group
for the Hot chef Tobasco Competition.(:
After the competition we went back to school,
then we went to Queenstown.
They ate &i stare. Its like watching Animal Planet. Hahahaha!
I left early because i have to meet my family at Jp.
Thankyou You for accompanying me to wait for bus.(:
Had dinner at Sakura at the stadium near pioneer mall.
To celebrate my Sister's bdae in advance.
Reached home around 8plus.
Talked on the phone &slept at 12plus again.
Heeeee.

9th of November, Sunday:
Woke up at 10am.
&went out with Shah at 5plus.
Reached home at 12am.
I had fun that day.
Thankyou for the cookies &everything.
Thankyou for sending me home..
(:

10th of November, Monday:
School started at 0930.
Ended at around 4plus.
Went home after that.
Went running..
Bathed, Nap-ed &talked on the phone.
Slept at 1am.(:

Today(!):
Didnt go to school.
Wasnt feeling well in the morning.
I'm so freaking bored now.
Cacat Shah fell asleep! Tsk.
pfffffff.

Today is my Sis Birthday!

Happy Birthday Jiejie!!:D

Okay, done updating.
I'll update again when i feel like it?
(:

Anyway, Look Look!

My nephew, Callum Chan(: Hehehe.

&&i love this song.

Hot and Cold by Katy Perry.

-

The words you said. The msges you sent. Reading/thinking through it again, makes me laugh. Laugh at myself. Why the fuck was i so stupid to believe the things that you said. Why? Bullshit Bullshit Bullshit.

Ciao.

Follow your heart.

Practical today. Then, had dinner with Bf after that.

We talked. & i'm glad that we did. I love you Bf.(:

During then..

I was thinking..

God made me to be with Luke for a reason. &the reason is for me to learn that there are guys like him out there. Before him, i always thought that guys that sounds/looks sincere can be trusted. &I used to love sweet talks. Obviously, that is the reason why i believed &fall for every single shit that he said. Stupid me. I know. But now, i've learnt my lesson. I wont trust guys easily anymore. Espeacially, Sweet Talkers, like him. I'm scared of them.

x

Waiting for Cacat to call.

He is superrrr longgg.

Asian Sweets practical tmr!

Wooootzzz.

Ciao.

She's everything i'm not.

Pe, was fun.

Played Basketball..

Lessons, super boring.

Superb sleepy.

idol, where is my soya bean huhhhh?

Argh. Haha!

I read this from someone's blog.

Its interesting.(:

Men are hard to please.

If u TREAT him nicely,

he says u are IN LOVE with him.

If u Don't,

he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely,

he says u are trying to LURE him.

If u Don't,

he says u are a tramp.

If u ARGUE with him,

he says u are STUBBORN.

If u keep QUIET,

he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him,

he'll lose FACE.

If he's Smarter than u,

he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him,

he tries to POSSESS u.

If u Love him,

he will try to LEAVE u.

If u don't make love with him,

he says u don't Love him.

If u do, he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM,

he says u are TROUBLESOME.

If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him,

u are like a NANNY to him.

If he SCOLDS u,

it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE,

u Cannot be TRUSTED.

If he BREAKS his,

he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE,

u are BAD girl.

If he SMOKES,

he is a GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams,

he says it's LUCK.

If he does WELL,

it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him,

u are CRUEL.

If he HURTS u,

u are too SENSITIVE.

Somehow, its kinda true. Ha.

I'm going running later.

The irritating Cacat,

Mr Adley Azmeer Shah is having french class now.

Lets see if you really will call me after your class.

(:

God.

I'm bored.

I'm Rotting.

Currently listening to Miss Independent by Neyo.

Niceeeeee.

Shit, I'm like continously sleeping at 2am everyday.

Thanks to that Cacat.

My post is crap.

I really dont know what to say.

Nvm, Shall say one last thing.

I miss Spiderman.):

Alot.

Ciao.

Can i have this dance?

Boo!

Didnt had time to use the com the past few days.

School ends late everday as usual.

I have a superb boring life now.

Goshhh.

Bf, im sorry for not telling you about me &S.

&i forgive you for not telling me about what happened too.

I Loveeee you!

Tasha, i Love you too!(:

&& Papa Clarence, I loveee you tooo larhhh!

Hahahahaha.

One is coming.

Another is dissapearing.):

If only time could turn.

I regret making that desicion.

I rather know both of them first.

&choose between both of them then.

Not now.

After.. what he did to me.

Like i said because of him, i dont trust any guys Anymore.

Sigh.

You, its okay if you forgot to buy.

At least you rmb you still owe me soya bean.

Heeeee.

I'm gonna bath now.

Just came home after running.

Waiting for that Cacat to reach home &call me.

Pe tmr!

Hehehehehe.

Ciao.

Ps: I love this song.

-Everything I'm Not-

Oh no Don't go changingThat's what you told me from the startThought you where something differentThat's when it all just fell apartLike you're so perfectAnd I can't measure upWell I'm not perfectJust all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody elseBut now I seeI don't wanna pretendSo this is the end of you and meCause the girl that you wantShe was tearing us apartCause she's everythingEverything I'm not
It's not like I need somebodyTelling me where I should go at nightDon't worry you'll find somebodySomeone to tell how to live their lifeCause your so perfectAnd no one measures upYeah all by yourselfYou're all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody elseBut now I seeI don't wanna pretendSo this is the end of you and meCause the girl that you wantShe was tearing us apartCause she's everythingEverything I'm not
Now wait a minuteBecause of youI never knew all the things that I hadHey don't u get itI'm not going anywhere with you tonightCause this is my life
I was losing myself to somebody elseBut now I seeI don't wanna pretendSo this is the end of you and meCause the girl that you wantShe was tearing us apartCause she's everythingEverything I'm not
But now I seeI don't wanna pretendSo this is the end of you and meCause the girl that you wantshe was tearing us apartCause she's everythingEverything I'm not