Your whispers.

PBK'08

Wanted to type down my wishes for 2009.

But, there's simply too many.

And i dont know where to start.

Still, there is one that i would like to say.

The most important one,

and that is,

I wish that Bf, Tasha and me to have a pleasent year ahead.

Without shit coming into our way.

There, done.

I'm off to get ready for later.

Ciao.

The hardest lesson of all is learning to let go.

Hello.

Shop was superrr busy today.

Engjie, Najib and Mikhail came to visit.(:

And. And. I saw Zhiwen ytd! Hehehe.

Gosh, I hope i will be able to take it tmr..

Its gonna be a longggg day.

Blog updated blog updated!

I gotta sleep now.

Niggggggghhhhttttts.

I'm missing you again.

Its never the same if you dont feel it too.

Me, tired.

Very tired.

To the passerbys- i'm confused, very confused.

Sleeping now.

Nights.

Im stupid, i know.

Boo!
I've not been updating lately.
Busy working. Whahaha.
But, i took off today.
Went to sentosa for picnic with Tasha, Najib, Engjie, Shoman and Mark.
Had fun playing soccer. Hehe.
Anyway,i had the most boring christmas this year.
Because i worked.
But still, i did enjoy my day; alittle. HA.
Thanks everyone for the presents.(:

Reply to tags:

Anjo, YusriBf - i Miss you both too!! Seeyou guys in school! LOVESSSSSS.
Passerby - Have the guts to show me your real name and i might consider whether to tell you the stories behind my posts, personally.(:

Done.

I'm working tmr..
Gonna sleep now.
Nights ppl.
Ciao.

I miss you, very much; everyday.

原来爱会来的那么突然。

I miss secondary school days.

I miss seating beside this irritating girl.

I miss going out with my dearest ones.

I miss US together.

I miss the craps that we do everyday.

And lastly,

i miss lepak-ing with the malay gang everyday after school.

):

And also,

I miss the team.

Though i didnt train much.

But, i miss trainings.

When i can spend time with my girls..

Playing basketball,

before every training and after every training..

Chasing each other screaming loudly,

& put ice cubes into each other clothes in the canteen..

Laughing loud, cam whoring and gossiping, before, after and during trainings..

Girls, i miss every single one of you..):

Sigh..

I'm so tired.

Just hung up the phone with idol.

I'm gonna go sleep now.

Working tmr..

Nights & Ciao.

I can't stop looking at your album.

Aint it crazy when you're love swept?

Boo!

I just reached home from work.

And im tired.

Thank god that i have work to keep me busy.

I really dont want to stay at home to rot and think of stuffs.

I dont want to be Emo. Haha.

At least when i work, i wont be.(:

Gosh, this post is crap.

I have nothing to say.

hmmmm, Im working tmr too.

I guess i should sleep soon.

What should i wear tmr?????

Nights ppl.

Ciao.

And it hurts you but you know its better.

I baked at home today.

Sis wants to make chirstmas cookies for her friends.

I'm working tmr.

I'm working on monday..

Tuesday..

Wednesday..

Thursday..

Friday..

EVERYDAY..

I'm gonna keep myself busy.

Today, is tiring.

Today, i'm pissed.

Today, i missed you,again.

Today, i'm waiting for your reply,

wishing that its not what i dont want to see.

Today, i'm day dreaming..now,while waiting.

Today,

i cried,

beacause of you.

And today,

I'm still talking Crap.

Ha.

Its 7.45pm now.

And i wanna go running.

Ciao everyone.

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When we stopped talking

Love, what does it mean?


Get Back - Demi Lovato.

Listen to this song.

Its so nice.

Her voice is so strong.

OMG, i Love her.(:

Anyone have this song?

Can send me please?

Thankyou!

Shit, my eyes are swollen.

I shouldnt have C*ied to sleep last night.

Sigh.

Replies to tags:
Leepoh: Hello! Thanks for tagging:D
Passerby: I was on my way home ytd morning.
Najibb: Haha. I'm fine now, dont worry.(:


Done.


I'm off to work now.

Ciao.

I want someone to talk to.

I need someone to talk to.

So badly, so badly,

Now..

I hate this part.

Helllooooooo! Im back! But, im going out soon, again. Class BBQ later!:D Hehehe. Didnt take much pictures at the chalet. But will upload some once i get them from Tasha.(: I had fun there. Alot of fun. Went to Escape. Screamed my ass off in the haunted house. Efffffing scary larhhh! I swear i will nv go in there again. You give me One million dollars i also step into that place again. Ahhhh. I cant get my mind off that thing. S-C-A-R-Y. Ahha. &Idiot, thankyou for calling me last night. &FYI i'm not naggy like your mum okay. Haha. Anyway, Tasha, thanks for inviting me for your chalet. I Love you! Hehheh. Shall go get ready for later. Ciao.

I feel so much better after talking to Tasha.

I could get use to this.

Surprise! Im not asleep yet. I'm really tired. But, i cant sleep. So i played with the codes and edited my blog. Ha. I like it.(: A passerby tagged and asked if i am a les.. I deleted it away already. But still, i shall reply to that person. To the passerby: I'm not a les. Although i wished i was. HAHA. BUT. I'm Not. I'm attracted to Guys. Whahahaha. Anyways, i realise recently i've not been saying out how i feel. Like pouring out all my problems to my close friends.. Why? i dont know. Its been 3weeks.. I've not been happy. Though its seems that i'm enjoying. But honestly, im not. I'm just trying my best to keep myself busy &not think of anything. But still, I CANT. Because this time, i think i did fell in slowly. &i kept my feelings inside.. Waiting for the right time to say.. But. Before i could even say out how i really feel. Pooof, gone. Just like that. Not even A WORD. I just dont understand why guys ALWAYS do the same thing. I'm keeping everything inside me. Everything. How long can i take this? Pffffff. Tomorrow is the chalet.. This will be my last post untill Thursday.. Takecare ppl. Ciao.

Did you really mean it when you said, I love you?

Pffffft, sentosa trip cancelled.

Thanks to the stupid weather.

Arghhh.

Meeting them at plaza sing for dinner later.

Stupid, i should have went to work today.

But still nehmind, at least im going out &not staying at home.

(:

Tasha's Chalet tmr.

3days2nights.

Im going..

But i really hope that they wont get drunk.

If they do, i'll be so alone.

Natasha!
When are we going tanning again??
I miss our trips to the beach. Larh.
Haha.

I'm off to rot till 3pm now.
Ciao.

Love is patient,Love is kind. It does not envy,it does not boast,it is not proud. It is not rude,it is not self-seeking,it is not easily angered,it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects,always trusts,always hopes,always perseveres. Love never fails.

Love is a riddle.

I've been going out for the past few days..

Playing Basketball, Town, Vivo, Sentosa..
With the same ppl.(:
&i'm sososososo tired..

Plus, this two days.
I've been working.
I'm totally exhuasted.
My work place is busy like crazy.
Ha, i cant believe i've been working there for like 1year plus already?
Although there is still alot of things i've havent learn..
But still, its a long time.(:
Anyways,
Please note that Jurong point's PepperPlus has been moved to the 1st floor.
:D

Today's chirstmas party at Tasha's house was fun.
hehheh. And again, Im so tired. Because i went to work in the morning.

Tomorrow, i'm suppose to work too.
But, i cant cuz i wanna go sentosa with Augustine &all.
(:

Im still here sitting infront of the computer typing.
When i keep repeating that im soooooooooo tired..
WHY? Ahha.
Answer:
I'm updating for the sake of not letting Siah Zhenquan have a chance to say i go MIA.
Hahahahaha.
See, i nv go MIA larh brother.
I'm still alive.
Sad that i am? Awwwww..

Oh yeah,
Seriously,

YOU,

Don't say i've Changed Alot.

Look at Yourself first.

How the fuck do You know that i've change when we've not met up for like almost a year???!!!
By the pictures you see? Or by hearing what ppl say?
Come on, everybody change.
&i know i did. Alot. Since, i've graduated from Secondary school.
But, dont tell me You didnt?
By the way you said that i've changed alot, i know you did.
I dont think i even know you anymore.
Four years of friendship.
And this is what we get after that.
Cool.

Nvm..
I only care about Her.
Coming to 5years of Friendship.
Although we dont meet up that often &although she has a bf already..
i still love her ALOT.
More than anyone else in this whole wide world.
(:

Picture taken when we were Sec 4.
<3

Of course, SERA BAN, I LOVE YOU TOO.(:

Whahahahaha.
I wanna sleep!
Nights!

My blog song.

Niceeee, heeee.

Forget about me - Little bit

-

You said it wasn't

Gonna be like It was before

Then it happened again

Pushing me back

Out the door

Thought it would be For real this time

Love me forget About the signs

So now what do I do

Now, that I know

That we're through

Wish that I Could move on

Can't let go It's too strong

Just like that

And then you're gone

Is this how

You wanted it to be

Everything you had to say

Sent the tears Right down my face

Now I'm trying to escape

The misery

[Chorus:]

Why don't you love me

The way I loved you

It feels so crazy

Cause I dunno

What I did to you

If you're gonna hurt me

Then do it quickly

Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna

Stick around

Then, baby

Forget about me

Too late, sorry

I didn't even Have the chance

You said you were happy

Baby I don't understand

Gave you everything You asked for

And was ready

To give you a lot more

I would've given you The world

Right in the palm

Of your hand

Wish that I Could move on

Can't let go

It's too strong

Just like that

And then you're gone

Was this how

You wanted it to be

Everything you had to say

Sent the tears

Right down my face

Now I'm trying to escape

The misery

[Chorus]

Boy

My heart was true

And that you can't deny

Don't be a fool

And walk away

From all the lies
It's up to you

Cause heaven knows

I've tried

Tell me

You're still in love

Yeahhhh Ohh

[Chorus]

Forget about me

I really loved you...

X

Im meeting Sera!

Play basketball!:D

hehehehehe.

Ciao.

Tell me that i'm only dreaming.

YESTERDAY!
I HAD ALOT OF FUN.
Hahahahaha.
Went to town with Sera, Marcus &Augustine.(:
I had to leave early as usual at around 8plus.
Darn, how i wish i could go Shisha with them.):
Thanks guys for making the day so fun.
:D

Pictures taken at Toys r us(!):
HAHAHAHA.

END.

Today, i shall be a good girl &stay at home.
Most probably, i'll be working from monday to friday next week.
Or should i not work? Hmmm..

x

Random:
1.

I miss Scandal, Siti Q.
Pleaseee meet up soon k love?
):

2.

I miss Natasha Weerasekera!

&3.

I miss Natasha Ridd!

Babe, please fly back to Singapore soon!:(

x

Haha. kk, before i leave.
i shall reply to my tags..
heeeee.

• Lydia: Hello! Mad woman! Haha!
• Joey: Really really? I didnt get to see you yesterday too!:(
• Bp: Idiot, you shut up. You still owe me soya beannnnnn! Argh.

Alright, DONE.
Ciao.

Its my fault for getting so serious.

Its my fault for falling in love so easily,

Again..

when will i ever learn my lesson?

Say it isnt so.

Yesterday:

Went out with Tasha, Clarence, Boonpeng &Yong zhi.

They played pool at Cine.(:

After pool, Yong zhi left &we watched movie.

Quarantine! F-ing scary.

This the first time i screamed in the cinema!

Hahahahaha.

We walked to paragon after the movie.

Played around in Toys r us:D

Left at 5plus &Tasha &i went to Farrer park to meet Mark, Najib, Eng jie &Jeremy.

After Tekka, slacked at vivo &home-ed.

(:

Maybe going out later..

Augustine asked. Haha.

kk, ciao.

i cannot fucking believe that i loved you before.

seriously..

Running through the Monsoon.

Yesterday was the last day of school..

Today is the start of the holidays..

&i'm so lucky to be sick today. Ha.

Ytd, me &Clarence were talking..

Suddenly, we talked about Luke.

He asked if i hate him..

Suprisingly, i said i dont.

&seriously, i dont.

I dislike the things he said about me..

&making me look bad.

But, i dont hate him.

Why? I dont know. HA.

Anyway, who cares?(:

Why am i even talking about it?

Pffffft.

Im going phoon huat with my sister later..

To buy ingredients.

She wants to bake a cake for her Bf.

So sweet of her. Haha.

I'm leaving soon..

Gotta go change.

Ciao.

Like a Rose- A1.

You treat me like a rose. You give me room to grow. You shone the light of love on me. You gave me air so i can breathe. You open doors and close.. In the world where everything goes.. You give me strength so i stand tall. Within this bed of earth, just like a rose.

Anyone can hurt someone they love.

Tomorrow is the last paper..

Tomorrow is the last day of school..

Time passes so fast..

&this year is ending so soon..

I'll wait even if its hurting.

Ahloha!

I have loads of photos to upload.

(:

Sunday:

-Out with my Sis to Je library to study.

After a few hours of studying, i was bored.

So, i took out my phone &started taking pictures.

My sis got distracted too &she started to pose while i took pictures of her.

Haha! Presenting the Chew Sisters.(: LOL.

At around 3plus, we left the library. And Trained down to my Uncle's house to visit my Grandfather. Met up with my elder Sis there &around 6plus my uncle brought us out for dinner.(:

Homed after that.

Saturday:

-Xcountry Farewell Party'08.

Had alot of fun there.

Let the pictures do the talking(:

END.

I used like the whole night to upload all this photos ytd.

Darn irritated by it.

Haha, finally! I've uploaded everything.

:D

I didnt sleep well last night.

&only god knows why.

I kept reading the same msg &throughout the whole night,

I was thinking,

"What's gonna happen now?"

Are you gonna walk away..?

That's what i've been fearing most of all.

Ciao.