Peaceful Soul.

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I had fun today.
Thankyou for making me laugh so hard baa-byyyy.

Currently Listening to:
Its Not Over - Secondhand Serenade

Chalet, was way fun.
But i regret, not taking care of myself.
And not being able to enjoy the fullest.
Till now, i'm still sick.
My sore throat is killing me.
Body temperature increasing and decreasing.

Thankyou Bf for taking care of me during the chalet.
Thankyou for massaging my head and feeding me food.
I'm really touched.
Really.Thankyou.

And Najib, Thankyou for cabbing down to 7-11 in the middle of the night just to buy panadol for me. Thankyou for staying up at night to takecare of me.

And thankyou for patting me to sleep too.
Iloveyou dearest Pantat.(:

And to everyone at the chalet,

i'm sorry for disturbing you guys at night.

Especially Mikhail,

sorry to disturb you and Angel's beauty sleep.
And thankyou too,

Mikhail aka First aider aka Angel Tan's dearest Darling. HAHA.

Now.
Alone, in this room
Lots of thoughts in my head
Past, Present & Future
Random questions...
Why did i chose this?
Why did i made that decision then?
How far would we go if i waited?
What will my future be like choosing this course?
Why did i not try to safe myself from getting hurt so bad?
Why do i not remember a single thing about my childhood?
What am i trying to run away from?
Why did my family situation became this bad?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want??????
With this question, my head is empty.
What exactly do i want?
I want something that is impossible.
Something i know i won't be happy even if i have it.
Something that only i know.
Its unfair, Life is unfair.
No.Why the hell am i even thinking of it?,now?
I shouldn't be.

I'm happy now.
I swear i am.
Happier then ever.

Really.