And then a hero comes along

With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fears aside

And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone

Look inside you and be strong

And you'll finally see the truth

That a hero lies in you

Shinee

God, they're hotttttt.(:

Agape.



Hallo mensen!
I'm bored. Seriously bored.
Its so cold. Im sneezing like a crazy woman.
Fetching Mummy from work later.
(: I'm meeting Terrance to go school together tmr.
My girls doesnt have to go school.
They're in a different group.):

K, im going to think of my decorations for my plating tmr.
Ciao.

Unbeautiful.

(:

I Love myself today.
I miss myself like this.
Bubbly and Crazy.
Laughing untill my tummy hurts.
Hehe.
Kuku, eh eh kau.
Hahahahahahaha!:D

Pe today was cancelled due to January intakes having NAFA.
Played abit of badminton.
Stupid Bf went pee pu pee pu!
Hahahaha.

After pe was theory.
Oral presentation for our portfolio.
Today was Tasha's presentation first.
It was good.
Though abit seductive. Haha!
Tmr, its mine and Bf's turn.
OMG, IM SO F-ING SCRAED.
I hope i wont screw up my marks.
GOSHHHH. Im gonna pee.(:
k, im not.

Alright, i should end here.
Monster waiting for me.(:
I should go before he start shouting kuku.
:D

Ba-ik! Hehe.
Ciao.

Wake up wake up wake up, Cuz im only dreaming.

Ik ben het enige bedrijf terug.

My nephew, Baby Callum.(:

School, was boring.

Practical practical practical.

Ahhhh, im going crazy.

Finally, its pe tmr.

Whooooooohoooo. Hahaha.

I'm so high today.

Really happyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Siah Zhenquan, I'm not a siao kia okay.

(:

Sentosa on sunday?

Should i go?

hmmmm, i shall see.

Hehe.

I'm trying my best to ignore.

I dont want this to destroy our sistership.

Please forgive me for being like this everytime.

Its hard to not care. I'm sorry. Really sorry.

Let me be.

PE PE PE!

I cantttttt waitttttt.

Ciao.

Finally. After 3months.(:

There's nothing i could say or do.

Flower from Dearest Sera.

Thankyou so much for coming to school just to give me this babe.

I loveeee you. Hehe.

And last long with Ken.(:

Worked ytd.

After work, went to bugis to meet up with Najib, Tasha, Mark, Engjie, Jeremy and Mikhail.

Walked to Arab street and Shisha-ed. Hehehehehehe.

Cabbed home at 2am.

And the others continue lepak-ing there.

I had fun.(: Haha.

At least, it made my mind clear off everything ytd.

Untill, on my way home, alone..

My mind went wild again.

Suppose to work today.

But, im having fever.

So, cant work.

Going out for dinner with family later.

Should go rest now.

Bye.

If only you still rmb the thing you said we should be,

on valentine's day this year.

How do you feel?

Love is not Just a game.

Among three of us, I have the most "old fashion" thinking.

They knows that. And they respect my thinkings.

I know, its not MY thing. I have no rights to get pissed or whatever.

I know you do not understand. But, you should know. You should know why.

You know me. Dont you? You do right?

Doing things before you guys are even together..

Tell me, what will ppl think? You might not care. Or you do not care.

But i do. Because i care for you.

I dont want ppl to think..that you're "cheap", easy to get.

And most importantly, i dont want you to get hurt.

And hearing "Its My thing" from you. It hit me so bad. This is the first time in my life that i've cried for a friend; for you. Because at that point of time, i felt that you do not care. At all. Even no matter how much you said you do last time, i dont feel it. At all. Now.

When you had problems with him.. You called me. And i was there. I was soooo pissed with her. You know that. Why was i? I could have not care right? Since you said it your thing. But i was. Because why? I care. I dont want her to scold you for nothing. And now, you are happy with him, believing whatever he says, covering one eye for everything and you say that its your thing. Your thing.

I do not want to always be the bad guy.

Always being the last one to know about your relationship.

I know i've not been supporting you.

But, the reason is always the same.

Its just too fast.

Yes, i dont mind you lovey lovey together, being crazy in love with him.

But not to the extend of acting exactly like a couple.

Whats the difference?

Where's the promise that you made? To us..

After reading this sentence, i know you might just roll your eyes.

But i have to go on..

You said you do not want to let this go so easily.

But, being in contact, meeting up, isnt that enough?

I know he is not those kind that would mind to wait.

I know he would still wait for you even if both of you are not like this now, holding hands or kissing.. So, why?

If nothing were to happen between both you in the future..

Wouldnt you be hurt? More hurt then how am i now?

Because you're like "together" without the status.

I dont want you to get hurt. Again.

For what you think now, im unreasonable, im being pissed for something that i should be happy for, if i was really your friend. But, its just not me. I care. Thats why i dont wish you to have a bad reputation or impression in other ppl's eyes. I thought being pissed, you would care and stop. As in, at least wake up abit. For the first time, it didnt. Second time, it didnt too. And now, its officially obviously NO USE.

You know i wouldnt be able to not talk to you.

No matter what after awhile i will still talk to you.

But i know you wont if i dont.

Because i guess, you dont care.

I'm sad, frustrated, disappointed.

Im all the words that can describe someone who is down.

Maybe i should stop. Stop feeling anything. I'll let you guys be. I'll shut up. Its not my problem. So, i wont care. If anything were to happen, i wont care to. I know i wont be able to not care. But i will try to. T, Slap me real hard on my face if i do. k? Thankyou.

I will act/be normal as usual.

I will still want to do crazy things with her.

But, i will not care anymore.

Believe it or not. Its tiring.

This will be the last time im breaking down for this.

No more.

Time for me to stop typing.

There is so much more to say.

Things that i cant say right to your face.

Its just so difficult.

My sis wants to use the com.

I'll stop.

Goodnight.

Secret Valentine.

Chocolate piping.(:

Sera left school last year.

Now, Huishan is leaving too.):

I really dont want her to go.

But, i wont ever be able to change her decision.

I wont be able to go school with her anymore.

):

4more months.

And we're going for attachment.

I cant wait.

I'll pray hard to get into the chocolate department.

But, i know. Its not possible.

But still, i'll try my best to.

I'm working on Saturday and Sunday.

Weeeeheeee.

I miss Mei Jing.(:

Pe tmr.

Running running and more running.

I hope my knee cooperates.

My sister's gonna use the com now.

Ciao.

Run Baby Run.

School was okay.

Randomly,
I wonder..
Why do human's attitude change because of the opposite sex?
Hmmmm.. No one knows what i'm talking about?
Its okay, its good enough for me to understand.(:

Well, its Disappointing when Human does that.
But what can we do?
"Shhhhhhhhhh."
:X

My kneeeee...
Its hurting again.
But, i cant do anything other then Whining in pain. :(
I miss my girls.
I want to see them.

I think i should go bath now.
There is a monster shouting at me to go bath.
The monster is named N.
Hahhahaa. You should know who you are.
Kuku, stop rolling pleaseeeee.

kk, i go bath Already.
Ciao.

Tyra Banks, Ashley Tisdale, Rui En, Michelle Chong, Michelle Chia.....

I remember everything still.):

There's gotta be more to life.

Arggghhhh.

Wanted to upload photos.

But, i cant.

Something wrong with my blogger today.

):

Today, I am sooo hyper.

I think its because i went running in the morning.(:

Went to dover after prac.

Had dinner there.

Wanted to upload photos taken by Angel's dearest Mikhail.

Butttt. Like i said, i cant.

pfffffffttt. Stupidddddddd.

"I think he doesnt care." says T.

Because..i know,he didnt even look up.

Im trying so hard to ignore.

But, its just not possible now.

You have no idea how much its hurting inside.

No idea.

-

Tasha W. i miss you so badly now.):

Bye.

Booooom, Again.

Dessert plating Practical test'08

Just finish writing my one of my IA hotel write up.

-Shangri-La Hotel(done)

-Naumi Hotel?

I'm not sure for the second one yet.):

I want to find the one and particular hotel that i can

definately get into the Chocolate department.

I want to learn more about Chocolates.

I want to get really good with Chocolate making.

Tempering, Melting, Dipping,

Coating, Moulding,decorating....

Whatever it is.

As long as it has something to do with Chocolate.

Because, i want to be a Chocolatier SO BADLY.

Im hafta sleep now.

Gotta wake up early for pe tmr.

Good nights.

Ciao.

Bon Voyage.

My cousin just left.

Just 40 mins ago.

And i miss Natasha Ridd already.

):

I'm at my sis house now.

We're having steamboat tonight.

School tmr.

I cant wait to see my girls.

Had a fun day at sentosa ytd.

Bought my cousin along.

She got to meet my friends.

And she likes all of them.

She thinks their really nice.

I think so too:D

Loveyou ladies.

+my cousin too.

(:

Ciao.

<3