So much to Question.

My interview went well.
And i really hope that i will get in.
4girls went for the interview & only 1could get through.
Good luck to me.(:

Its the fourth day after the chalet..
But i still feel so empty every morning i wake up.
I miss seeing everyone's faces once i open my eyes.
Najib, Tasha, Angel, Mikhail, Mark, Eng jie &Shoman..):
Most importantly, i miss staring at Najib's face when he is asleep..
Hearing him snore&pressing his nose everytime his snoring gets louder..
Haha. Its really fun staying with those ppl.
I hope we're still staying there..
Nvm, there will still be one more during december i guess.
5days4nights! Weeeeeeee~
Heheheheheeeeee.

I can't wait for attachment..
If i were to get into 2amdessertbar, i would be so happy!
Please pray hard that i'll get in there..

Going fishing tomorrow..
Staying at home on wednesday i guess..
Meeting Lovely Scandal on Thursday..
Meeting Bestf on friday!
Hehehehe.I miss themmmm.

I'm gonna go play games now.
Babye.

Love's like a Runway

Again, I'm bored.Rotting at home.
Baby hasn't woke up yet.
He reached home at 4plus this morning.Tsk.
I'm having interview tomorrow.At 2amdessertbar.
I doubt that i will get through.But i hope i do.(:
Mummy is going to the salon later..
I think i'll be following her.
I'm seriously bored now.
I don't think anyone visits my blog now.
Since i don't blog often and don't reply to tags often too.
Haha. Sorry people, for not replying to tags.
I'm seriously lazy to reply.
kk, i'll reply now.

Tags reply:
Daphane - Hello!
Shanny! - Daughter! Yes yes, its a heart beside your name! I misss youuuuu.):
Sera - Hahahahaha. Who say i don't miss you.. We go sentosa next week k?:D
Bp - LEE BOON PENGGGG! HELLOOO, idiot.(:

k, done.

AUGUSTINE,MARCUS,SERA! i wanna go out with you guys.):
Can we meet pleaseeeeeeeee...

Hehheh.
I'm gonna end here.

poof.

Peaceful Soul.

280309-
I had fun today.
Thankyou for making me laugh so hard baa-byyyy.

Currently Listening to:
Its Not Over - Secondhand Serenade

Chalet, was way fun.
But i regret, not taking care of myself.
And not being able to enjoy the fullest.
Till now, i'm still sick.
My sore throat is killing me.
Body temperature increasing and decreasing.

Thankyou Bf for taking care of me during the chalet.
Thankyou for massaging my head and feeding me food.
I'm really touched.
Really.Thankyou.

And Najib, Thankyou for cabbing down to 7-11 in the middle of the night just to buy panadol for me. Thankyou for staying up at night to takecare of me.

And thankyou for patting me to sleep too.
Iloveyou dearest Pantat.(:

And to everyone at the chalet,

i'm sorry for disturbing you guys at night.

Especially Mikhail,

sorry to disturb you and Angel's beauty sleep.
And thankyou too,

Mikhail aka First aider aka Angel Tan's dearest Darling. HAHA.

Now.
Alone, in this room
Lots of thoughts in my head
Past, Present & Future
Random questions...
Why did i chose this?
Why did i made that decision then?
How far would we go if i waited?
What will my future be like choosing this course?
Why did i not try to safe myself from getting hurt so bad?
Why do i not remember a single thing about my childhood?
What am i trying to run away from?
Why did my family situation became this bad?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want?
What do i want??????
With this question, my head is empty.
What exactly do i want?
I want something that is impossible.
Something i know i won't be happy even if i have it.
Something that only i know.
Its unfair, Life is unfair.
No.Why the hell am i even thinking of it?,now?
I shouldn't be.

I'm happy now.
I swear i am.
Happier then ever.

Really.

Fast forward the time, pleasee.

Dear Readers, I'M.ROTTING.AT.HOME. I'm so bored.

I have to stay at home today.
Mummy doesn't want me to go out.
And i have to pack my bag too.
I'm sorry bf.
Thankyou for helping us buy the face mask!
Seeeyouuuuu tomorrow Angel Tan Peiwen!<3

Randomly, i miss Loi Huishan.
I miss her shouting Bambang in school whenever she sees me.
Now, only Augustine calls me that, Sometimes.
I miss being her seating partner in secondary school.
I miss going to school with her in ITE.
Ahhhh, okay, i'll stop whinning.
(:

Going to Tasha's house early tomorrow.
Not sure what time yet.
I should go pack my bag now.
Takecare people.
Anything just msg me.
I will reply. *grin*
Hehe.

Najib, i miss you!..
Ciao.
:D

The sun ain't bright if not for the sky, the moon doesn't shine without the stars around it. No cord or cable can draw so forcibly, or bind so fast, as love can do with a single thread. ........

Its a question with no answer.

Heeellloooo! I Love this picture.

Hehe. My sore throat is much better..(:

BUT i'm having cough now.

Gosh, I feel so blessed-.-' know why?

I've had fever on monday and tuesday.

Sore throat from sunday till now.

And. Cough today.

I've been sick for this whole week!

Luckyyyy me.

Okay, i will only recover if i could stop myself from drinking and eating things that will make me even more sick.

Hahahahha. But, i cant.

Duhhhhh.

Tomorrow, we girls are going jurong point to buy face mask for us to bring to the chalet.

And i'll go home straight after that to pack my bag.

I'm gonna try to sneak out of the house tomorrow night and stay at Tasha's house, since there wouldnt be anyone at home. Hehe.

Cough cough, go away pleaseee..

I still wanna drink cold water.):

I'm talking to Mr Najib bin Abdullah on the phone now.

And he is asking me to faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster.. And now he is saying Najib Najib Najib Najib Najib Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby..

....

......

...........

Gila.

Kk, i shall end here.

Byebye.

U bent de appel in mijn ogen te.

Goodmoring people. Im so bored now.
My throat still hurts like crazy.
Baby's coming over later, i think. We're meeting Tasha and Mark at imm's GIANT to buy bbq stuffs. There are a few more things to buy. Hehe, two more days.(:
CHALETTTTTT!
I have to do alot of things before leaving house today.

Wash clothes, keep the room clean, fold my clothes and hang my clothes.
Sooooooo..
I better get started now.
(:

Babye.

-

i pray, for you to be happy everyday.

i pray, one day we could be able to talk again,

like how we use to.

Takecare.

Sleepyhead.

I've just done editing the codes.
And i'm so sleepy.
Baby went out with his friend.
That idiot wants me to type out his name BIG BIG.
So now, i'm gonna type out his name BIG BIG.

NAJIB!

you suck.

Hahahahaha!

k, i'm tired.
I wanna go sleep already.
My dearest ah kua Najib, go home early pleaseee.
(: <33333

Goodnightss everyone.
Hehe.

The way i love you

My blog is covered with dust.
Im sooo lazy recently.
Holidays are here.
Chalet next week.
4days3nights(:

I wanna go sun tanning!
Im turning fairer.):

Last few days of school was fun.
We learnt how to make flowers, figurings with fondant.
But i missed 2lessons, because i wasnt feeling well then.

The doll figuring i did. Heeee.

Just came back home from Tasha's house.
Went to buy the bbq food for the chalet.

I'm still having sore throat.
I hope it will heal before monday.
Chalet chalet chalet!!
I cant wait.

Andddddddddddddddddddddd!!
People people, i wanna go suntanning!
Anyone free?
I'll be back on the 26th of march.
Hehe.

Okayyy, i shall end here now.
Baby's waiting for my call.(:

Ohyeahh, to Marcus, Augustine and Sera:
That guy in that picture, is my baby.
His name is Najib.
We'll meet up soon k guys?
Loveessssssssssssss(:

Hehe, babye.

I know, i deserve better after all. Iloveyou.

Ik hou van jou, baby.
(:

Unexpected

I'm stuck.

Lots of stuffs running through my head now.

I didnt thought that they wouldnt accept a malay.

What's so wrong about it?

And what kind of problems would there be?

Since i've decided to be with him,

i'm willing to bare whatever problems there are ahead.

They cant force us to be apart.

I will never us go.

I will Fight;

for US.

Baby, im sorry.

Stuck.

I pray, we'll stay strong together.

I pray, nothing else goes wrong.

I know, we will be able to get through this.

Cuz, i believe in you.

Bby, ilu.

LOVE LOCKDOWN.

Im sorry for not updating recently.
I'm just too lazy.
PEE HEE HEE.

Anyway, I love my life now.

Im so much happier.
Really really very happyyyyyyyy.
So happy that i feel that i will die of laughing too much one day.

Hahahahahaha!

Baby is on the way to my house now.
Then, we're going out.
:D

k, i have to go bath now.
Byyeeeeeee.

ilu bby
(: