Chlidhood

I'm still in love with Backstreet boys, god their songs are lovely.(:

Happy Birthday to Me

The only year i've not planned before hand about how i'm gonna celebrate my birthday..

Thought that today would be just me and baby spending the whole day together because Tasha couldnt make it today as she couldnt take off because of F1.

I didnt expect that i would actually feel that its my birthday today

I thought it would just be like any other day..

But no.

1st, i got a very big transparent balloon filled with small heart shaped balloons in it from baby when he came over...(:

Just that, i was really happy then.

Went to Sim lim square to collect free gifts for the netbook my dad just bought me.

Next, headed to great world city..

Shopped around, couldnt decide what to eat....

Wanted TCC but i walked pass Fish and Co, felt like eating there BUT b said : No, lets go TCC.

Wondered why he insist on going there but yeah i just said okay.

When we reached TCC found a place to sit.......

Once i sit down...............

I saw one kuku running in...

Then came the other two.....

SIAH ZHEN QUAN

ANDY LIM &

JUNKO TAN!!!!

I totally freaked out. Shocked sunt speechless.

I THOUGHT 3 OF THEM FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY!

Like i've said to them just now,

I've never in my life think that i'll ever have a suprise like that.

Damn, its good that i do not have a weak heart.

To others maybe its just a small thing.

But to me, its very special.

Thankyou Quan for planning..

Thankyou B for keeping it from me, although you lied to me.

Thankyou Junko and Andy Alot Alot too.

THANKS A MILLION FOR EVERYTHING.

i love you guys very much.

I enjoyed my day very much today.

(:

Tasha, see you next sunday!

I'll be back to upload photos later.

Happy birthday to me.

Ciao.

Life, Troubles, Ups and downs

I wanna get out and have a run today
I'm gonna freaking breakdown soon

I want to run
I need to breathe

I need my knees to be freaking healed.
SOON.

Here we go go go go go again

My blog's dead.............

I've been train to run the whole kitchen myself now.

I have to do all the platings like example, the one above, myself.

Every single order.

I have to be fast, feel the rush, and at the same time plate accurately.

Cecilia, Focus.

No one can help you but yourself now.

Chef Derrick cant always help you.

Soon, they'll be handling the whole kitchen to you....

Help yourself. NO one will be there.

I've never been so stressed in my life.

But i have no choice. I have to stay cool.

I miss school i really do. But, i have to learn.

And i'm gald i'm there and not stuck in school, learning nothing.

I'm repeating Demi Lovato's Here we go again, over and over again.

Its stuck in my playlist.

Anyway,

Today's sunday......

I'm celebrating my birthday one week earlier with my family later.

Next sunday, will be my birthday.

I'm not excited about it at all.

The only thing is that i can smoke legally.

Nothing else.....

My phone is dying. Have to buy a new one soon.

Just reached home not long ago, gonna bath now.

I hope i can meet Tasha later..

Someone's waiting for me to say this...

I LOVE YOU sayang. Haha.

bye.